Thursday, 30 October 2008
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Submission
One of the hardest things for me to do is to submit...
It's not so much that I want to be in control, I want to know what's going to happen next, I don't like not knowing ... I don't really like surprises. It gives me a feeling of unease, I feel unprepared and that feeling is not one I am comfortable with.
Lord, what will happen next? That's a question I always want to ask, but all he asks is for my patience and my trust. He's got it under control and so I remind myself that he loves me and he would not lead me astray and so I wait ...
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Comments (2)
I was just thinking about this today. I keep thinking I've gotten over my trust issues, and then I realize that I still hesitate to really trust God and let go of my control. My head knows He's trustworthy, but my heart is a bit behind.
@Pickwick12@xanga - for me i feel as though my heart and spirit are willing but my head rationalizes way too much