Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
Have you ever wondered "how did I get here? This isn't what I wanted, this isn't who I am!". Sometimes I do that, I've never been at a point in my life where I said "This is where I should be", however, I've been at many points in life where I say "This is not me, this is not who I am!". Each time I reach that realization I hear God say, "well, what are you going to do about it?" and I hear the enemy say "Oh well, you messed up, don't worry about fixing it" and each time I feel defeated, but God still says, "I'm here to help you get to that place that you want to go, I'm right here ..."
Ah, the internal battles that face us.
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"Who I am hates who I've been."
That's so true for me right now...what's really wierd though is that..I feel like I am i the right place for the first time in my life, and yet I feel so completely out of place at the same time. I know I'm studying what God has put on my heart to attend college for...but there's still something missing....